i’m (not) a hero

saat itu..
yang terbaik tak sesuai dengan yang kuinginkan
mungkin..kebahagiaannya ialah (tanp)aku

jadi aku terpaksa..
sok jadi pahlawan
berlagak berkorban atas nama kebaikan

padahal sungguh..
hati ini berputar tak karuan

kadang..
ak tak tahu mana yang benar dan salah
mana yang harus dan tidak harus kulakukan

ya..
aku berharap keajaiban
dan petunjuk jalan dari Tuhan

I miss him so much, God……..
i wonder..has anyone ever miss someone desperately like i do?
when that person is an inch from you..
but both heart seem miles away..
i’m (not) okay 😦

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mediocre vs great

My students may forget what i said
they may forget what i did
but i am sure they won’t forget the way i will made them feel
when i am successfully help them
to create their own style
to make them fell in love with design like i did

well, that’s my goal for the end of this semester
right now..
I am the student
My students are my teachers 🙂
I am learning about how to be a great lecturer,
NOT a mediocre, good or superior one :p

so..
will you wish me luck? 😉

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