sleepless

Everything is not okay right now.

2 am now..
On the next 8 hours : presentation (10% done)
One the next 56 hours : research paper + readings + presentation (0% done)
This weekend : full lecture from morning till night
Everyday next month : class all day + presentation for each day

Soon : have to move out from where i live

GREAT! What a crazy soon-to-be march!

tiger year

Some snapshot about my CNY in HK..Mouse over the pic for the pic tag. All photo is taken by my classmates, Michael ~

We also play bowling, air hockey and ping pong that day..Some went to watch fireworks the next day, but i prefer to stay at home because it is freezing cold. Happy lunar new year! ◕‿◕

Thanks to my prof for the dinner ~

dear me

Dear myself,
*take a deep breathe*
it’s okay..you will be okay..
*take a deep breathe again*
if you are fine already..
go back to your piles of work..

good girl..

with love,
me

spring is coming

my widget screenshot

How happy i am see the weather forecast for the next 6 days.
Spring is coming! Yipiiiiiii ^^~
Also, someone may visit me on the next march..
◡‿◡ aa…lalalala~

…

I have a strange feeling in my heart.
I couldn’t sleep.
What is this?

valentine

4 hours ago, valentine day passed.
This is year is a little bit different than the previous..
As it is in the same day with the chinese new year and am in HK..
It doesn’t really feel like a valentine though :p

However, one couple are successfully made me re-thinking about love as yesterday i spent time with them to celebrate the new year together. Well…The girl is so beautiful both inner and outer, big perfect eyes, cute smile, so kind yet super smart..She may be never know that i admire her..At the first months i am with them, i always think how lucky the boy is..He has an awesome girl! I recalled their funny little fights, how they not always stick to each other but somehow he always sees her, how his camera is full of her pictures.. They seldom hold hands, even they seldom sit side by side…but yesterday, i saw how the boy hold the girl’s hand in the first hour of feb 14 inside the train..and a very warm thing flashes in my heart..I know, the boy will hold the girl’s heart carefully with all his life. That careful warm gestures reveals it..They are inexplainable way romantic!

Yesterday, i realize both of them are lucky indeed..She has a boy that support and care about her..It’s all every girl’s dream..They made me believe that cinderella is not a fairytale..That one day, there will be someone who will hold my heart like they way the boy did to the girl..

Happy valentine! ♥

time flies

It’s been half year already..
since my last post, since i move to Hongkong.
I really don’t know where to start my story about what has happened for the last half year. It’s been so tiring yet fun, ups and downs, so many new things too.

Everything has been beyond what i thought before. School. Friends. Hongkong. And the way i deal with it. I feel so lucky being in my school, with 19 super classmates from around the world. Been to some international conferences (this, this and this). In touch with Apple, Google, Microsoft, IDEO and GE. Getting to know about haptic, AR, AS, and some other weird vocabularies. It may sounds good but…

Have i mention all those sleepless night, mountains of reading, never ending assignment, homesick, and lonely feeling while i was alone? I remember how hopeless i am when i found out that i got C+ for my 1st assignment. I was thinking like OMG how i can pass this 1 year..di saat putus asa dan minder abis itu seseorang*) nasehatin ak..“Believe in design, but first, believe in yourself….”

And yet i am here now. Already in semester 2..(dan syubudilah tyt GPA ku dengan ajaibny isa kuar 3.5 *Tuhan pasti mengayunkan tongkat ajaibnya* hehe)  berarti kurang setengah taon lagi ak lulus..Kadang ak ngerasa *oops cepet banget* tapi klo ngliat daftar PR dan tugasku yang ga abis-abis..tiba-tiba ak ngerasa jalanny jadi panjaaaanggg banget..*phiuh* am not sure what i am going to do after i graduate later..so many things are in my mind…

And guess what, walopun udah di HKG selama ini, ak belom menginjakkan kaki ke tempat wisata manapun. Belom jalan-jalan, belom belanja-belanja, belom have fun *sigh*..Kalopun ada tempat selaen tugas sekolah yg perna ak kunjungi, semuanya berkaitan ama politik dan sosial. Sapa yang nyangka juga *ngimpi juga ga pernah* ak bisa ikut demo disini..Ga bisa dideskripsikan perasaanku pas itu..merasa terancam bahaya (polisi uda nyemprot merica ke temen-temen 3m dr tempatku berdiri), merasa fun juga (namanya juga pengalaman pertama)..dan ada sedikit takut (klo sampe ak ketangkep, isa2 ak dipulangin sungguan..huaaa) plus ngerasa cautious (camera live dimana2)..beberapa hr yg lalu mala ak sempet makan malem ma sala satu anggota DPR sini..padahal lo..mereka ngmg bahasa canton…ak kan ga ngerti sama sekali..semuanya cuma bermula dari sekedar *pingin tau*…dan begitu terlibat ak jadi merasa apa yang mereka perjuangin itu layak kok..jadi apa salahnya ak membantu..*ga tau ah…i must b crazy*

haiz….
mungkin rencanaku sebelum lulus..
sebelum bener-bener balik indo..
ak harus :
jalan-jalan keliling Hongkong! :p
lalalala~ rite? ♥

*)  freddy from Apple.